Option Ka lang.
Madalas kasi option ka lang nya. Kapag may problema sila, ikaw yung pipiliin niya na pagbubuhusan niya ng oras. Ikaw naman, oo ka lang kasi mahal mo nga yung tao. Pero masakit kasi parangt sinabi mo na rin sa sarili mo na nagpapakatanga ka para sa kanya. Kahit na alam mong Option ka lang niya sa lahat ng desisyon nya..
The Boy I deeply love
unexpected person came at unexpected time.
I remember: my life was dark, number of friends by the fingers and no phone in the hand. I do my assignments and reports when i got home. Sleep with no worries. I laugh hard with no poise and don’t care when someone starring at me. But when I met this person…everything change. He build me up, you know. I found myself waking up early to fix my school uniform, things and hair done. Got tons of friends, but several are real and phone always on hand. I text everyone I’m home and he does, too. I talk till late night, ask him what he does and if he ates already. I got the satisfaction of being happy whenever I talk to him and that completes my day. Until one day, I chose my best friend over him. I found my best friend having a distance on me and that really sucks. Regrets came because I chose my best friend who can’t understand where I can be happy than someone who makes me happy all day, all night, the one i really love…so much. As of now, 8 months pass by after those. And you what? I’m still in love with that guy and I don’t why. There is something about him I really love and that is I smile whenever I see him. I know, he still really love his first girlfriend, I see. Yeah, First love never die, right? But you know what, I can’t accept the fact that he’s being like that on a girl who dont deserve him. I hate it when I hear murmurs that the girl is involved with another man. Fuck that, Why you’re messing with those guys? I know, my man really loves you and your like that? Do you get it, I don’t push my self to that man because I know he loves you but suddenly your hurting his feelings? Do you know what I feel whenever you treat him like a trash? Do you know my plans but I just can’t do it because I know when I did,it won’t make any sense because all he thinks is you? I’m single but I got heart breaks. Your pretty and you can get any man you want while me not because I’m waiting on someone who you treat like a that? You know, I love that man..so much. And I promise myself to catch him every time he fall. I love him, I don’t care if he still does or not. As long as I’m happy in what I do then Fuck what other say, I don’t care.. Do they understand me?They are the one who’s suffering for the exchange of a smile? No, they don’t.